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Higher education...

I suddenly realized the time to prepare for graduate school is closing in on me. So, naturally, I am freaking out. One, college has made me dumb as hell. So the mental capability my brain had out of high school has flushed down the drain. College really has not prepared me to take a standardized test. Instead, it has taught me to forget how to take one! Two, I havent had math, I mean real math, since 9th grade. I am having to relearn a lot of general math...which is really pathetic and disappointing. I need to make atleast a 580-600 on the GMAT in order to get be competitive for Emory and State. Three, I am so fucking broke. Its $250 to take the GMAT (I know I wont take it just once) and then each school has its own application fees, ranging from $50-150. Ugh, Ill be broke before and after post-bach graduation! So far Ive decided to apply to Emory, Ga State, UCLA and NYU. If I get into Emory and State (Business School) then I will stay in Ga because financially that is the best plan. If not here, then most likely is NYU. Thats gonna be really expensive. So heres hoping for Emory and State. lol.
This next month and 1/2 will be spent no getting out of undergrad with a 3.5 or higher, preparing for GMAT, and working on apps. Wish me luck!

A new creative beginning...

No one is on here anymore. So who will read what I have to say? When it comes down to it, I will. I have already looked back on what I wrote a couple of years ago, and have been cherishing the progress I have made from many years ago. Its delightful to see the change from who I was and to who I am now. I have no doubt it will be enlightening to see who I will become in the years to come.

Oh the meds!!!! How cruel they are. The hives have taken over...its official. So these pills im taking have lots of fun side effects: Benadryl--makes me sleepy, Atarax--gives me the munchies, so i eat everything i see, Prednisone--makes me hyper since it is a steriod, and last but not least Claratin--its claratin...lol. Not to mention, a combination of all of em is makin my skin be a beech...ewwwiesssssss!!! THIS SHIT NEEDS TO GO AWAY! Im like all blah and really ready to give up on the drugs. Just fuck it..lol. W/e tho we'll see what happens if i get off of em...until then...